we've come a long way (or have we?)

i've been thinking a lot about high school lately. not that i'd ever want to go back... but if i did go back, i think there are a lot of things i'd do differently. i'm sure this is probably true for everyone, but i am so different now in personality from the way i used to be. if i could go back, i would have had a lot more friends. i was shy, really painfully shy, but i think i probably came off as a huge bitch. it's ironic, because i think my group of friends were those bitchy girls, the ones nobody really wanted to hang out with because they though we were elitist or whatever... but we SO were not. we were all shy. i remember thinking other groups of girls were annoying. funny, because those people are all still friends, and my friends haven't spoken to me since before we graduated. i never did find out what happened, what terrible act i committed to make them stop talking to me one day. one week we're in disney world, talking about prom and how we're not going, making plans to go into the city instead, and the next week they're asking guys we've always made fun of to prom and not speaking to me. no fights, nothing. just stopped all contact. bitches.