and i feel really, really old and unaccomplished. but i vow to not be the fat, older, unmarried sister with bad hair and bad skin and bad teeth and no money. so i will start working on all of these things immediately.
mom thought i would be mad. why is everyone afraid of me? why would i be mad? a little caught off guard, maybe... but mad?
i am not jealous. she always thinks i'm going to be jealous of my sisters. which i'm not, and never am. except maybe of kelly's figure, but that's different. everyone is jealous of kelly's body. if she thinks i'm jealous, then that means she thinks they're better than me, and worthy of being envied... so what does she think of me?
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