losing it.

Monday, November 1, 2010

gratitude challenge: day 1

kelly started this gratitude challenge, and i decided maybe i need to work on adopting a more positive outlook on life, so i decided to do it too. day 1 says that i'm supposed to "Sign the contract and make a commitment to take note and give thanks for the next 21 days."

please note that i had to make my own version of the contract because i don't know how to put a pdf image in here...
there is supposed to be a logo at the bottom that i couldn't copy.


next i'm supposed to "express why you accepted this challenge and what you hope to achieve from it." well, like i mentioned, i think that i need to adopt a more optimistic attitude. the past few months (well, years, really) i've been so... depressed, i guess. and i don't mean like "oh i'm a little sad today" depressed. i mean like real, dark, deep, sometimes paralyzing, always scary, would-rather-be-dead-than-living depressed. and i hate that. i don't want to feel this way anymore. i want to change my life. and i think that maybe instead of waiting for my life to change by moving to a different place, i should start by changing my outlook. and right in time for thanksgiving. i think now is a good time.

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